Tonight I had the strongest urge to go over to Amherst College, to gaze out across the baseball fields at the Holyoke Range. I walked out of my apartment into the cool, sunny evening, looked up, and saw a hot air balloon high above Route 9. Its patchwork of metallic fabric—yellow, red, purple, blue—slanted around the space above the basket in large blocks of color and seemed to glow in the setting sunlight.
I got in my car, drove to the college, parked, walked up the walk to the look-out spot, sat down on the steps below the campus’s war memorial. I looked for a long while at the shape of the Holyoke
Mountains, outlined against the sky. I traced the curves with my eyes. Then as I continued to simply look, suddenly the landscape’s three-dimensionality came into focus: The athletic fields and row of trees in the foreground stood in contrast to the layers of hills and mountains beyond. All seemed crisp, with great depth—surreal, as if I was gazing through a View-Master.
As I got out of my car in front of my apartment (located across from Big Y on Route 9) I saw a deer exit the woods. It was not more than twenty or thirty yards from me. I stopped and it stopped. We stared at each other for a long moment. It was a small, pony-sized doe.
The doe took a few steps to her right, took several leaves into her mouth from a hanging cherry tree branch. She chewed. I moved closer. She stopped quick, cast a glance at me that turned into a hard, though friendly, stare. Then she turned to her left and walked off in the direction of Route 9.










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